di ko alam ang title…

matagal din akong nawala.. matagal kc akong nag-isip ng panibagong topic para sa blog ko.. nagbbloghopping, nagbabasa ng mga blogs ng iba.. pero kahit na anong gawin ko

wla pa din ako maisip.. naisipin ko na lang mglagay ng new entry kc matagal tagal na kong di nakakapagpost.

hndi dahil wala akong maisip na magandang topic.. hndi ko lang talaga maisulat kung ano ang nararamdaman.. mejo malabo, madilim.. malungkot.. di ko alam kung bakit..

masaya naman ako.. pero ewan ko.. minsan di ko maintindihan kung ano o sino ang gusto ko.. ayokong makaramdam ng ganito.. dahil dati-rati alam ko kung ano at sino ang gusto ko…

madami dapat akong updates sa buhay ko.. di ko lang naisusulat.. at dahil sa hndi ko naisulat.. nakakalimutan ko na..

dame ko na kakilala d2.. marami ng kaibigan.. marami ng kangitian.. hndi tulad dati na prang papasok lang ako at uuwi na pagdating ng uwian..

nakilala ko din kung sino ang mga tunay na kaibigan.. at yung mga hndi.. yung mga hndi marunong tumanaw ng utang na loob at yung mga nanjan sa tabi mo kung kaylangan..

nakakalungkot pero ganon tlga ang buhay.. maraming mga pagbabago ang nagaganap.. maraming nawawala…maraming dumarating..sana marami din ang magstay sa buhay ko..

gusto ko mgkwento ngayon… eto lang yata ang masayang nangyari sa mga nakaraang buwan..
lumabas kame ng mga kapatid at mga cousins ng boyfriend ko.. ngmalalate - kumain, nglibis - uminom(pero actually cla lang ang uminom, kc di naman ako umiinom) at lastly ngstarbucks - nagcoffee.. ang saya ko sobra.. kasi lang buwan na din akong di nakakalabas.. sna maulit ulit.. masayang magkaron ng kakulitan paminsan minsan…

haayy.. nakakamiss!!! gusto ko na umuwi!!

finally!

i have finally found a dorm for me and for my friend.. it’s just a 15 minute walk away from our office.. yehey! it’s a little bit creepy but nevertheless, it will be my home na.. hehe!! we wil spend more time arranging things and fixing some stuff there.. i am so happy right now because finally ive found a good dorm, very accessible..

rainy days..

its been raining too bad and its been pouring really hard.. this was or i may say this is the atmosphere outside today.. yesterday, its my birthday, its a very rainy day.. there are floods and stranded people all over metro and I’m one of them, on my birthday..

mike and i decided to meet in buendia to catch the last bus going home, but unfortunately, mike really get stucked in traffic along manila cityhall going to buendia..i wanted to cry, i am really pissed off.. ive been waiting for 30 minutes or more and its already 11pm.. many people are trying to go home but there were no buses or even jeepneys passing by.. luckily, there was an fx.. i texted mike and he told me na mauna na lang ako.. i like to wait for me him, but he insisted.. i dont want to go home without him, but he told me to go on and he assured me that its all right..

inside the fx, radio was on and the driver was listening to Dr. Love.. i really smiled when i heard love stories that were a little bit funny.. but my mind was really thinking about mike who’s been stucked in that horrible traffic.. as soon as we exited susana exit, there was a flood and i dont really know if that fx can pass it.. luckily and thank God because we were not harmed and i got home at about 1am..

mike got home at about 1.30, 30 minutes after i arrived home..

happy birthday to me..

meeting..

nagpatawag ng meeting ang team manager namin.. im not sure kung tungkol saan ang paguusapan namin and then…

nakakashock ang araw na ito.. ikaw ba naman, wala pa kong 1 month sa pagiging probi ko d2 sa company na to, dalawa na ang magreresign.. mahirap tanggapin.. kahit na sa isang buwan na ngkakakilala kami at nagkasama, nakakalungkot dahil isa cia sa mga masasayang mukha na bumabati sayo kahit na maraming ginagawa.. lilipat daw cia sa isang government office.. alam kong pangarap niya yun matagal na..

pero bakit ang bawat paglisan ay sadyang masakit para sa atin?

turning 21…

days from now, i will be turning 21.. exactly 3 days from now, it would be my birthday!! yehey!! part of me is still longing to stay a teenager, but there is a huge part that longs for maturity.. i know that maturity can not be measure through age, but i think being a 21 yr old lady must be matured enough to handle problems, criticisms and even pains..

i can still clearly remember my 7th birthday.. i had a lot of guests, all my friends were there.. it was a very happy day.. full of exciting games a child like me then loves.. my playmates and churchmates were all there.. all laughing and smiling for a wonderful day.. my mama and papa even bought balloons and cake for me.. my brothers prepared games for my playmates and for me.. it was really one of the most memorable day for me..

my 18th bday.. my debut.. it was quite simple because i chose not to invite all of my friends.. at first, i chose not to have anything at all.. kc wala lang.. di kc ako mahilig sa parties eh.. pero my mom would not agree, she wants me to have a dinner for my relatives and family friends, so yun, pumayag na rin ako..

all my bdays were all memorable.. my family always celebrate it..

is there something wrong??

what happened to my blogsite.. i hope pagsinend ko yung article ko today, ok cia.. kc ayw lumabas ng blog site ko eh.. huhuhuu! and dame ko pa naman articles don.. i hope hndi sira..

weekend na naman! yehey!

yes! friday na naman and excited na ko ngyong weekend.. kahit wla akong msyadong plano, gusto ko i-enjoy ang weekend ko ngayon.. hehehe!!! tomorrow, mghahanap na ulit ako ng dorm or apartment.. and sana may mahanap na tlga ako.. gusto ko na kasi lumipat kc ayoko ng mgmadali pag umuuwi.. nakakahiya na kasi sa mga understanding officemates ko, kc pag patak ng 10pm.. ngmamadali na ko umuwi.. ok lang sa kanila yon kc they really understands me..

kahit mejo bust this past few days, hndi ko pa rin nakakalimutan mgpost at ivisit ang blog ko.. hehehe!! and ciempre next week bday ko na!! sana lang maalala ng mga friends ko diba? kahit mejo busy cla, sana maalala nila ko..

cge, un lang muna! try ko ulit later!!! 

ano ba??

wla akong maicip na title.. kc wla rin akong maicp na kuwento ngayon.. ang alam ko lang eh, gutom na gutom na ko.. yeS! gutom na ko.. kc ba naman 10.30 ako ng tanghali kung kumain ng lunch.. kaya eto ngayon sa ofis at nghihintay mgyaya mgdinner ang mga officemates ko.. haayy!! cckmurain yata ako eh.. hehehe!!

wlang exciting events na nangyari saken dis past few days.. i was busily looking for a dorm kaso lang wla pa kong mahanap. ang weird nga ng mga napupuntahan ko eh.. yung first dorm na pinuntahan ko is a very old house near makati, actually sa may vito cruz extension cia.. nakakatakot kc luma na ung bahay.. tska sabi ng landlady, mejo matgal na nung huling gnamit yung kuwarto.. hehehe!! ano  ba yan.. and yesterday afternoon..pinuntahan namin ng friend ko yung naghahanap ng bedspacer.. kaso nga lang, ang liit ng lugar nya.. apartment cia and den pinauupahan nya lang ung 2nd floor ng bahay nya.. and matandang dlaga pa cia.. haayy! ang hirap!

highschool?? badtrip

ive just read an entry sa isang blog kaya naalala ko tuloy ang highschool days ko.. ngaral ako dati sa sikat na school sa lugar namin..(mind u, hndi mo kilala itong school ko unless pareho tyo ng lugar kung saan tyo nakatira) ive really enjoyed every single day on that school.. maraming naging friends, maraming naging kaasaran, maraming naasar sayo, maraming nakilala, at marami din akong kinalimutan non.. sa sobra ng dame ng experiences ko nung high school, bka maubos ang lahat ng space dito sa blog ko kakakwento.. experiences that will make u laugh and even laugh! nako, sobra yata ang nangyari saken nung high school ako.. haayy..

nung highschool ako, nakilala ko ang mga kaibigan na tinuring kong kapatid ngunit tinuring akong wlang kuwentang kaibigan.. hnding hndi ko cla tlga makakalimutan dahil sa kanila naramdaman ko ang galit and pagkamuhi sa kanila.. una kong naramdaman ang sobrang galit sa kanilang dalawa!!! cguro makikilala nila kung cno cla pag nabsa nila tong entry ko.. cla ang may kasalanan kung bakit naging malungkot ang buhay ko nung 4th yr h.s. ang pinakamasakit na ginawa nila saken ay yung after na iniwan nila ako sa ere, bigla nilang binarkada ang boyfriend ko! pangasar diba.. kya ngyon,, nabubuwisit ako pag alam kong may lakad cla.. yuck! bka mahawa pa ang boyfriend ko sa ugali nila noh..

grabe! nakakalungkot tuloy pag high school days ang pinaguusapan.. nakakabadtrip lang.. mali yung naisulat ko sa beginning ng entry kong to.. hndi pla masaya.. badtrip pala!!

dorm for rent

haayy! friday na pero parang hndi ako msyadong masaya.. natatamad kc ako at inaantok.. lately kc ciempre past 12 midnight na ko natutulog.. ciempre kc 1-10pm ang sched ko.. inaantok ako sobra! nakakainis! and dami ko pa naman gngwa ngayon.. may mga updates, trainings… walang katapusan..

feeling ko tuloy mgkakasakit na ko.. bukas pa naman may balak kaming umalis ng friend ko.. mghahanap na kc kme ng dorm or apartment dito sa makati para mas madali na at hassle free na ang paguwi namin.. sana lang may mahanap pa kame.. kc balita ko punuan ngayon ang mga dorms.. haayy! sana suwertihin naman kame..

if ever may alam kayong dorms or any apartments for rent.. just give me a message! thanks!!

its thursday na!!

after a really long day.. and2 na naman ako.. ciempre! i cant miss any single day without checking my blogsite..
kanina we had our laughing time together with ny co-team mates.. hehe! it was my first time to have a really good time with them.. i just got here last last week but i am now comfortable with them.. at first, i am afraid to talk with them or ask them because certainly i am only a new comer.. but as ive said its was very comforting and i also feel at ease with them..
1:00 to 10:00 pm! that is my sched for the the rest of my days here in this company.. its certainly not a call center but this company really look forward in working with different markets. i was placed under the european markets and i handle the economic indicators for some of the company in the euro area.. hmm.. sounds like my job is really all about data and economics.. when i was still in college, i did not really like economics at all.. for me, it was very hard to understand the slopes, percentage changes, GDPs, GNPs, etc etc.. but now.. here i am! i am under the economics team of this company.. haay!! thats life!

looooonnngg break for you!

Holidays are fast approaching,, but still here in our company, there are no holidays.. so for those who have these holidays, enjoy!

Brace yourself up for a long break starting October 29. Heres why:

October 29 Saturday
October 30 Sunday
October 31 Monday (Sandwiched by two non- working days)
November 1 All Saints Day
November 2 All Souls Day
November 3 Eidl Feitre (Last day of Ramadan which, officially, is a
legal holiday)
November 4 Friday (Who would want to go to work on a Friday after a
long break?)
November 5 Saturday
November 6 Sunday

Spread the good news!!!

month end

its the last day of August and right now, im busily working with my files and updates for the past hours!! sumasakit ang ulo ko kakarefresh and update ng mga websites ng iba’t ibang country.. hehe! ganito ang mga araw dito.. lahat ng tao busy n busy sa harap ng mga computers sa kanilang mga workstations.. at ako, half day na nasa training and the other half is for the updates and releases of data! haha! kahit na mejo masakit sa ulo ang gngwa ko.. feeling fullfilled ako ciempre!! kahit stressed out pagdating sa bahay, ok lang bsta alam kong nagwa ko ng maayos ang mga trabaho na para sken..

unlike the other days, ngayon happy na ko and very much at peace.. buti na lang c LOVE one ko at ako ay bati na.. super happy na tuloy ako..

its really a month end!

haayyy

yesterday is a very lonely day for me.. and today its still the same.. im really reaaly feeling sad! kc naman eh.. haayy nako! enough for this..

its my first month end here in my company. and its also my first time to nag, to run, to do 3 things in a time!! whhhooohh! what a day.. right now, im still sitting on my workstation and have been typing for a while.. i guess im still very lucky to have a blogsite which i can turn on to.. haayy! its a really tiring but enjoyable day.. full of updates and errands.. and especially tomorrow.. its a BIG day! i have lots of updates and releases tomorrow! and i hope i can finish it right away..
a cute princess!!! hehe
(from: http://www.mhho.com/Images/FanArt/Lanzelotti/Princess%20Alouette.JPG)

badtrip!

do you always feel lonely? sad? unhappy? for no reason at all?! aha! i’m just feeling that kind of emotion, or whatever it is.. i just dont know! im very much happy with my work right now, i do enjoy the work place, the ambiance and the set of people i am mingling with. but what is the problem? is it all about me? or is it just in my mind? haayy!!

cguro its because of my boyfriend.. he’s been upsetting for the past 2 hours! sarap sapakin! nkakainis! buti n lng, i still have this blog to write my feelings and emotions.. i wanted to cry out loud or shout my feelings!! nakakainis!!!! bakit ba ganyan ang mga lalaki!haayy!!! i’m just wondering whether they always upset their girlfriends like my boyfriend did to me today! i just cant concentrate with what i am doing today!! badtrip
tlga!!

hay nako! nakakabadtrip tlga tong araw na to.. monday pa nmn!!! grrrrrgh!!!

heller

just dropping by.. ive been very busy nowadays.. and i dont have enough time to post here.. but yeah! still alive!

weekend!

yess! its friday! the most exciting day of the week.. ciempre! week end na.. haha! may dalawang araw na puwede ng magpahinga.. namimiss ko na kc ang paghiga sa kama ng hanggang mga 9 am.. hehe!
starting sa monday.. things will be different.. 1pm to 10pm na ang sched ko.. hehe! i am working sa isang financial company.. its a financial aid company.. haayy.. hehe!
wla lang.. masaya lang ako dhil friday na…

senti mode

ive been thinking kanina kung ano magandang entry ang puwede kong ilagay ngayon sa blog ko.. then suddenly… naiisip ko yung mga college days ko.. haayy, sarap balikan.. kahit na ilang buwan pa lang akong graduate, sobrang miss na miss ko na.. lalo na ang mga bonding moments ko wid my friends..

my stay in my school has been the most wonderful years in my life.. it consisted of fun fun fun!! malls.. movies..parlor..group projects..internet..job hunting!! grabe! lahat kame mgkakasama sa lahat ng yan.. hndi pa jan kasama ang di na mabilang na sleep overs.. overnight seminars at kung ano ano pa.. hehe!! magkakasama kame lagi.. sa rum,, sa cr,,sa taxi,, sa bus,, sa isang table,,lalong na ang isang hapon ng chismisan..

every saturday, we dont really have a class.. pero we still do because that’s our ‘chismisan day’. walang tigil ng daldalan at tawanan.. tawanan na parang wlang katapusan (nyak,, rhyming!) hehe!

i will surely miss all of them.. alam kong nagkikita kita pa rin kame.. pero cguro darating yung time na magiging limited na ang pagkikita namin..

see yah!!

oooppppsss

here i am again.. recently ive been reading a lot og blogs lately.. mostly are celebrity blogs.. wla lang.. bkit ganon.. pag celebrities ang nagbblog sikat.. hehe! wala lang.. nakita ko kc sa isang forum yun eh.. may forum cla about celebrity blogsites.. so un.. hehe!
galing nga eh.. haayy.. kelan kaya mababasa ang mga blogs ko.. cguro pag sikat na ko.. hndi naman kc nila mapapansin or rather mabigyan ng pansin ang blogsite ko kung hndi ako sikat diba? hehe!
haayy..wla lang.. wla kc ako magawa d2 sa office ngayon eh.. natatamad ako.. nahihirapan na ko sa mga tasks na binibigay saken.. hehe! sobrang haba parang wlang katapusan.. gusto ko tuloy mgbakasyon..
kanina nglunch out na ako together with one of my closest friends nung college.. she’s a credit analyst in a bank.. pressured din cia sa dame ng ngaapply ng credit card.. di ko nga alam kung bakit.. kahit na naghihirap na ang pilipinas.. sobrang dame pa rin ang nagaapply ng credit card.. my professor in college once told us na hndi maganda ang magkaron ng credit card.. kung pwedeng i-cash i-cash na lang.. there’s a lot of hidden charges kahit sabihin nilang 0%.. cno niloko nila.. haha! wla lang..

at long last..

at long last, nakapagblog na ko! ive been very busy for the past weeks. and i forgot na meron pla akong blog.. well, maybe too much pressure and too much stress can be very tiring especially for me.. although stress has been my friend(haha?! whatta friend) for the past weeks, things has changed for me.. remember one time na i have written something about TEMPS.. hehe! right now, I’m officially a proB for this company.

ive been very happy since then.. enjoying each and every day of my day here.. hehe!! and now that I’m here I will do my best to be the best that i can be?! hehehe